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| All It Took by Futago no Seishi. Amiboshi / Suboshi. Suboshi force-feeds Amiboshi the bohkyaku potion. Two chapters. Warning: Incest.
All the Things She Said by Kaen. Suboshi x Yui. A rather confused and violent interpretation of Suboshi's mind. I love it. :) Warnings: Implied Sex, Violence. TOP FAVORITE. Alone Again by Sansele. A short Ashitare fic, included here for its exploration into Ashitare’s past. Warning: Violence. Always by Ryuen. The author calls this “a short fic about a promise even death couldn't shatter”. And I Let Go by Kaze-chan. Amiboshi starts to see a pattern. Warning: Violence. A-ni by Kuonji. Suboshi’s thoughts as he prepares to kill Tamahome’s family. Exceptionally insightful. Warning: Violence. Aniki by Gerald Tarrant. Various characters think about their big brothers. Insightful and cloyingly cute. I wish the author had explored the theme even more extensively, as the “older brother” is an important theme in Fushigi Yuugi. The Animal That Walks on Two Legs by Natalie Baan. Ashitare x Soi. Prequel to Beasts. Ashitare fantasizes about the woman who stood up for him once. Warnings: Graphic Sex, Violence. TOP FAVORITE. |
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| Any Dream Will Do by Ashura. A short Tomo songfic. Beasts by Natalie Baan. Sequel to The Animal That Walks on Two Legs. Soi won’t let a million acts of cruelty mar her lord’s one act of kindness. Before the Dawn by Raye Johnson. Houki x Nuriko. The widowed empress gazes at a portrait and remembers the men she loved. Between Gods and Dreams by Chaotic Serenity. Miaka x Tamahome. A fic that forces the reader to take Tamahome seriously. TOP FAVORITE. Boku no Aniki Tame (For My Brother) by Kang Xiu. Multiple characters reaffirm the importance of their brothers in their lives. Adorable and perceptive! TOP FAVORITE. The Boy in the Mirror by Kang Xiu. The thoughts of Amiboshi's reflection—cute, sad, and creative. TOP FAVORITE. Breathing Deeply by Natalie Baan. Miaka’s first return home prompts Nuriko to think about her own future. Bridges by Gerald Tarrant. The Seiryuu Shichiseishi and Miko desperately try to repair the damage to their broken lives. Six chapters. Warnings: Implied Sex, Violence. TOP FAVORITE. Broken by Kylie-Chan. Suboshi struggles to reconcile his feelings during and after the murder of Tomahome’s family. Warning: Violence. The Call by Caroline. Nuriko returns to earth to protect his priestess in her moment of need. Checkmate by Crystal Tiara. Yui forces Soi to openly discuss her feelings for Nakago. Closure [alternate link] by Stormlight. Hotohori x Miaka. Miaka adapts to the shock of the emperor’s sudden marriage. Dark and Cold by Kang Xiu. Amiboshi’s thoughts as he falls into the river. Interesting insights. Dark Dream by Neko-ane. Chiriko struggles against the demon possessing his body. Perceptive interpretation. Warning: Violence. The Day the Music Died by Eris Langley. Suboshi reacts to his Aniki’s death. Deep Night Sky by Kianang. Takiko x Tomite. “...it took me a week to realize I was dead.” Devotion by Crystal Tiara. Soi x Nakago. Can Soi stay loyal to a man she knows is evil? TOP FAVORITE. Diety's Prayer by MearlDox. A god spells out the terms of the agreement he makes with his priestess. Does He Know [alternate link] by Julie Farel. Soi elaborates on her love for Nakago. Dolls by Crystal Tiara. Soi x Nakago. Dolls are playthings that can’t feel or act on their own. Embrace the Honor by Ruismii. The spirit of Suboshi begs Kaika for the use of his body to protect Seiryuu no Miko. Escape… by Michelle Kai ou. Tomo finds a way to be free from “the cruel illusion”. Warnings: Alternate Universe, Violence. TOP FAVORITE. Façade by Remalna Marguerite. Amiboshi / Hotohori. Amiboshi, passing as Chiriko, begins to understand the beauty of a trusting nature. TOP FAVORITE. Fall by Sara Jaye. Introspection. An Amiboshi angst fic. :D Farewell by Dodger-chan. A sad little Suboshi fic in which he leaves his aniki to his new life. Fear by Michaela Wills. Suboshi x Yui. Yui-sama attempts to sort out her feelings for the boy who insists he loves her. TOP FAVORITE. Fidelity by Penpaninu. Introspection. A self-sacrificing Houki reflects on her lost husband and her son’s growth. Flowers in Spring by Chaotic Serenity. Nakago remembers the influence of his mother. Footsteps by Monosodium Glutemate. At night, Tomo listens for the sounds of Soi and Nakago. TOP FAVORITE. For the Good of the Many by Yume Arashi. Hotohori / Nuriko. The miserable emperor regrets his hasty decision to marry. Horrifying anguish. (Okay, I just like it because I’ve never believed in Hotohori + Houki.) Warning: Implied Sex. For the Love of Miaka by Penpaninu. Tamahome x Miaka, Chiriko x Miaka, Chichiri x Miaka, Tasuki x Miaka, Hotohori x Miaka, Nuriko x Miaka, Mitsukake x Miaka. Each of Suzaku's seishi reflects on his love for his priestess. For Tomorrow You May Die by Yume Arashi. Suzaku’s remaining seishi steel themselves for the final battle with Kutou. Warning: Alternate Universe, Implied Sex. Forbidden Fruit by Crystal Tiara. Miiru x Ren. Miiru's love is fierce and unbeatable. Warnings: Incest, Violence. A Fortune for the Undertow by S1ncerity. Chichiri and Tasuki find themselves on the bank of a certain river. Very beautiful imagery. TOP FAVORITE. Glass Flute by Gerald Tarrant. Amiboshi remembers. The flute is a metaphor. :) Heart's Lodging by Gerald Tarrant. Nakago x Soi, Nakago / Tomo. Soi and Tomo have have at least one thing in common. Homecoming by Solderini. An aged Chichiri completes his final tasks as a seishi. Summary sounds boring, but fic is actually well written and interesting! TOP FAVORITE. Hope of Salvation [alternate link] by Gerald Tarrant. Nakago x Soi. “Because everyone he had ever loved had died.” Warning: Violence. Hotohori by Mearl Dox. Nuriko’s dead, and Hotohori is jealous. TOP FAVORITE. I Hate This by Horyuu 1. Suboshi finds one of Tomo’s poems. Very short. I Wish by Chaotic Serenity. Yui / Miaka. Yui comes to terms with her experiences in the Universe of the Four Gods. Bittersweet and extremely perceptive. I Wish by Gerald Tarrant. Suboshi x Yui. Yui-sama can’t accept Suboshi’s love because she knows that she’s not worth loving. TOP FAVORITE. Identity by Appaku. Who is Doukun and who is Chiriko? In Darkness by Yume Arashi. A very short Chiriko fic. I like being reminded that, after all, Chiriko-chan is still only a child. Indecision by Kitsune no Miko. Amiboshi, posing as Chiriko, prepares to disrupt the summoning ceremony. Jealous Sides by Appaku. Chuuei's jealousy for his older brother determines the course of his life. Warning: Violence. Jing Ai (Respect and Love) by Siskin. Suzaku will be waiting for his brother. Journey to the Oracle Revisited by Dragonfire Gal. Miaka is sick, and Chiriko can’t help her. Two chapters; unfinished—last updated June 3, 2004. Warning: Alternate Universe. Kagayaku by Ashura. Chichiri mourns the death of his hero, Mitsukake. NOTE: Must highlight text to read. Kan Liryan Kamwaze (Five Impossible Things) by Kang Xiu. Five things that never happened to Suboshi. Five chapters. Warnings: Alternate Universe, Violence. Kodoku by Cymoril Avalon. Suboshi x Yui. Yui-sama realizes that she loves Suboshi, but it’s too late because he’s dead. Two chapters. Warning: Alternate Universe. Kodomo no Omocha by Quicksilver. Suboshi tries to think clearly, but his blood and death keep getting in the way… Warning: Violence. Last Night by Jill James. Soi x Nakago. “A heady experience for me, but a failure for you.” Terrifyingly sad. Warning: Graphic Sex. TOP FAVORITE. Legends by Gerald Tarrant. Suboshi x Yui. Suboshi compares the sleeping Yui-sama to the stuff of legend. Very sweet. TOP FAVORITE. The Love Letter by Raye Johnson. Humor. Mitsukake finds an unsigned love letter. Funny and sweet. TOP FAVORITE. Masks by Kyra. Nuriko thinks about the ways people present themselves to the world. Interesting insights on other characters. Masks by Sara Jaye. Introspection. Nakago’s insights on his comrades. One of the more insightful Nakago fics. Maybe I’m Better Off Dead by Ailin. Introspection. A letter from Yui to Miaka. Warning: Violence. TOP FAVORITE. Midnight Star by Amber Michelle K. Original Female Character x Hotohori. Mei, a daughter of the emperor’s harem, watches her cousin Hotohori with increasing despair. Worthwhile for its excellent Hotohori angst. Warnings: Alternate Universe, Self-Insertion. Mnhei’sahe ~ Fas Est Agere by Luriko-Ysabeth. Yui works hard at forgiving. More Mellow Than Wine by Unintentional Nightmare. Keisuke, in the end, is left alone and unhappy. Rather philosophical. Warning: Alternate Universe. TOP FAVORITE. My Name Is by Psychodahlia. Chiriko x Miaka. A cynical and profoundly unhappy Chiriko resents the fact that everyone treats him like a child. TOP FAVORITE. Never After by Yume Arashi. Chichiri ponders what happens after the story ends. Night by Gerald Tarrant. What do the Seiryuu Shichiseishi do at night? TOP FAVORITE. No Time for Tears by Yume Arashi. A short Chichiri fic, commenting on Mitsukake’s death. Older Brother by Jessica Orr. Introspection. Chuuei waits for his brother to come home. Warning: Violence. One of Seiryu's by Kaze-chan. Tamahome x Yui. Tamahome, under the influence of kodoku, realizes just why exactly he hates Suzaku no miko. Warning: Violence. Only for Tonight by Mogget. A resentful Tomo listens with morbid satisfaction as Nakago rejects Soi. TOP FAVORITE. Paths Untaken by Neko-chan1. Yui x Suboshi. A disturbingly miserable Yui-sama is obsessed with her dead seishi, Suboshi. Very good until the cheesy ending. (Just pretend it doesn’t happen.) Warning: Alternate Universe. Peace by Yume Arashi. Nuriko teaches the emperor how to relax. (Oops, that sounds like the summary for a hentai fic. Sorry to disappoint, folks, but no sex.) Penance by Chaotic Serenity. Kaika’s (Amiboshi’s) missing memories are a punishment for his past sins. Warning: Violence. Penance by Mearldox. Suboshi is forced to live through day after macabre day with his victims. Warnings: Alternate Universe, Violence. TOP FAVORITE. The Power of Friendship by Lady Genrou. Chichiri finds a good listener in Mitsukake. Prayer in Open D by Aeanagwen. Seiryuu thinks about the pain he’s caused his seishi and wonders if gods can feel regret. Warning: Alternate Universe. Princess Becomes Queen by Raye Johnson. A Starlit Reflections story. Yui sends Miaka an ending. Very astute analysis on Ms. Johnson’s part. Warning: Alternate Universe. TOP FAVORITE. Priestess and Warrior by Amashi-chan. Suboshi x Yui. Yui-sama wants to die. Four chapters; unfinished—last updated April 21, 2007. Warning: Alternate Universe. Reassurance by Alexa. Suboshi x Yui. Suboshi tries unsuccessfully to comfort Yui-sama. Regret by Sara Jaye. According to the author, this is a standard “Suboshi angsts about drugging Amiboshi” fic. That pretty much sums it up. River of Salvation by Chaotic Serenity. Chichiri x Kouran, Hikou x Kouran. Hikou pays for his sins. Beautifully written. TOP FAVORITE. Run Away by Ami-chan. Suboshi / Amiboshi. Suboshi angsts about abandoning his brother. Warning: Incest. Shadow by Emcee1183. Tetsuya feels helpless because he will never be able to measure up to a dead fictional character. Warning: Alternate Universe. TOP FAVORITE. Song for a Winter’s Night by Miome. A sudden snowfall brings with it a visit from an old friend. Warning: Alternate Universe. A Stormy Night by Sara Jaye. Suboshi is terrified of storms. (Why did we all decide that Suboshi is terrified of storms?!) Tears by Crystal Tiara. Nakago / Soi. Nakago finally realizes that he did love her. Tears by Night-Mare-Chan. The worst part of death is when you can't even cry about it. Tears by Yami No Tenshi. Suboshi explains things to Yuiren before he kills her. Warning: Violence. Tears of a Child [alternate link] by Quicksilver. Chiriko watches Nuriko’s death with horror as he mourns the man who could have been his aniki. Two chapters. Warning: Violence. Tears of Amber by Gerald Tarrant. Beautiful and poetic interpretation of Tomo in his final minutes alive. TOP FAVORITE. A Teddy Bear and Chichiue by Tianaki. Little Boushin understands more than everyone gives him credit for. They Smell Like Mother by Kianang. Suboshi, in the midst of slaughter, is reminded of his parents’ death. Warning: Violence. To Die Twice by Quicksilver. Mitsukake could have saved everyone… if he had made it in time. TOP FAVORITE. To Keep a Promise by Yume Arashi. Nuriko weeps in Tasuki’s arms. Very angst-ridden. Tsuki Ya Aranu by Aki-niichan Aki's Notebook. Amiboshi / Suboshi. These words are so... pretty. Warnings: Alternate Universe, Implied Sex, Incest. TOP FAVORITE. Under the Facepaint by Amaya-san. Amiboshi begins to understand what it’s like to be Tomo. Two chapters. Warning: Violence. Unseen by Yume Arashi. A short Tomo fic. Worthless Chuin dresses and applies his make-up, transforming into the powerful Seiryuu Seishi Tomo. Up the River by Siskin. After a flood destroys his life, Chichiri has nothing to do except follow the river. Watching You Go by Sansele. Suboshi makes an irreversible decision. The Way It Works by MearlDox. “There is no magic cure-all.” A Mitsukake fic. What Hurts Most by Mouse-chan. Nuriko / Hotohori. Nuriko brushes his hair and counts the brushstrokes. Note: Follow the links. Where is Love? [alternate link] by Stormlight. Nuriko x Miaka. Nuriko ponders his love for Miaka and for Hotohori, determining which was the more real. Warning: Alternate Universe. Why by Kang Xiu. Suboshi decides to avenge his brother. (Smirk.) Windsong, Rainsong by Luriko-Ysabeth. Nuriko finally sees his little sister again. Wo Ai Ni, Shouka by Ri Aikyo. Mitsukake x Shouka. Shouka gives the seishi the strength to die with dignity. You’ll Be There, Ne by Sansele. Chiriko knows that Nuriko is waiting for him. |
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